Boy, I feel like I am the real downer on this board.
Anyway, I got some more bad news this morning, my 2nd trimester blood test came back high risk for Down syndrome. The good news though, is that I get to have a level 2 u/s on Tuesday instead of having to wait till my regular u/s on Friday. I feel kind of vindicated too, like they are finally believing me that something is not right.
So I am planning to have an amnio on Tuesday as well, and that way I hope there will be some explanation of what is going on. If there is some kind of genetic problem, or just the problem with the placenta that we were expecting, at least we will have some kind of answer, so I feel a bit relieved about that.
Anyway, I hope I am not just depressing everybody here! It does help to have a place to talk about this & I really thank everybody for their support.