I really want to make it to my due date or at least the weekend of. The world and even my doctor seem ready for this baby to come earlier than that but I'm not. I've got so much to do and I'm not ready to mentally to say goodbye to be pregnant for forever..I just need more time, ya know? (I don't need another pregnancy! LOL) I wish there was somethign I could do to imprint this pregnancy in my mind or cherish my little guy and our time together like this for another 5 weeks. Plus I'm not mentally ready to actually give birth. I don't like giving birth at all and blah...I'd rather forget about that whole step in this process. Like stay in denial up until I don't have a choice. *sigh* lol. How did this pregnancy go by so fast? Where did the time go?
Don't get me wrong I so look forward meeting this little guy and getting my old body back! I look forward to being able to keep up with my kids again physically, but I realize too that's not going to happen overnight. It'll be probably 9 months to reach that again since it took 9 months to get to this point :). But it's great knowing I'll be me again and able to do the things I need and love to do without feeling sore or off. But all of that being said, it's such a huge milestone and brings about so much change, I need all the time I can get. Anybody else feel that way? Any suggestions for savoring this ending of the pregnancy? I wish I could go into hiding and just spend the next month alone, napping, watching movies, and just reflecting. But alas there's life
Sorry for the ramble, just needed to get that off my chest.