I know I said that I wasn't going to complain for 7 days but I'm in tears and feel horrible right now.
I've had a yeast infection for a month. A month. It has not responded to any treatments, and I feel like I've tried everything. I don't feel like my midwife is taking this seriously enough - she literally asked me the other day what *I wanted to do* at this point. As an aside, I don't eat refined sugar and I eat TONS of probiotics. Long story short, I'm in the midst of doing this ridiculous insurance coverage shuffle to get the majority of my birth center birth covered --- so I can't really go get a "second opinion" without paying out of pocket.
I have sciatica so bad I can barely walk. I think it might be combined with SPD, since it basically hurts no matter what I do. I had a spasm so bad earlier today my knees buckled and I spilled coffee on my computer - something else I DON'T need to be dealing with.
Anyway, I'm a huge mess and its wearing on SO. We just had this huge screaming fight because we're both so worn down by the fact that I'm essentially completely useless and pretty emotionally brittle due to chronic pain... it would be really expensive to change care providers at this point but I hate the feeling that my midwife isn't taking these issues seriously.