Last night and this morning, I have been weepy for no reason. Well, not for no reason...I'm just feeling overwhelmed. I am genuinely a positive person but hormones have taken over and right now I feel I can't do anything right!
I only slept for an hour. Usually, I meditate or pray (I'm Buddhist) and feel better afterwards, but this didn't help me last night. I went off on DH last night because he won't be home today to meet our doula (She's coming over to meet the boys...she'll be coming over a lot). It's not his fault though...he has physical therapy and an exercise class he attends for his stroke recovery. But this upset me so much..even though I know she will meet him next time.
I'm not really eating either. I'm a big girl, so I know baby will be okay. But I do need to eat something. Sigh....the hormones are getting the best of me today and I'm trying to get back to my cheerful, silly, happy self. It's hard today, though..
Sorry for the rambling...just needed to vent a little.