well folks, looks like i'm pregnant! the appt took FOREVER since there were a bunch of emergencies but i got the trans vag u/s and measured at 6w 3d which is right what i thought i was. heard the heartbeat and it was 120 bpm. perfect! doctor is very happy with me and very positive. our only problem is that our new insurance doesn't cover this doctor. and he just told us that he's not going to deliver after august anymore so, we may just switch over to the doctor that is two blocks from him who covers for when this doctor is on vacation. i've met him before. and since i'm not high risk (woot!!) i'm not too worried about it.
my next appt is two weeks from now b/c doc wants me to have a pap.
trying to now just enjoy and relax but after having a m/c that is easier said than done. still, seeing that heartbeat was pretty nice!
i have my first doc appt today at 3pm. probably have an u/s to see what we are dealing with. i have a history of m/c so i'm definitely freaking out. hoping and praying for good news today. i am pretty sure that i'm just over 6 weeks so not sure what we will be seeing today.
this pregnancy is a HUGE surprise - after years of infertility, pills, shots, m/c, etc in order to have my son, i never thought i'd get pregnant without help. i was initially upset and disappointed that i was pregnant but i've been warming to it all and realizing that everything happens for a reason. in fact, i must be ok with this all b/c i'm so worried now about miscarrying. ugh. the past two weeks have been so up and down!
anyway, wish me luck today. i LOVE my ob and am actually pretty excited to see him, lol! i'm bringing my son which may or may not be a nightmare but my husband will be there too so it should be ok. i'm thinking of taking thomas on the express bus today since DH is driving into manhattan and we can just drive home together. i think i'll wait to make the decision and see how the weather holds up.