Well I have had an eventful couple of days. My BP started going up and up - I think most of you know I chart it daily at home. It started getting me panicked. By this morning I was a crying mess. I kept trying to control it as I knew that if it was pre-e they would just deliver me and me and DD would be fine at this stage. So I went to my OB and completely lost it when I was in there. She was so calm and so nice. BP is high but not so high that she is freaked out. There was only a trace amount of protein in my urine. Baby hb was strong and in the 140's and I am measuring just between 38-39 weeks - so looks like baby is doing good. She did send me for blood work today to check for pre-e and I have an u/s tomorrow. So if anything comes up in the blood or on u/s then we will discuss options tomorrow. If not then I will see her on Tues to see how I am doing. It is crazy how crazy I am making myself. I think that the higher BP is triggering memories of last PG. I am so thankful this did not happen earlier. When I got home in the afternoon I just rested and tried to get out of my head. I just keep reliving everything from last delivery. I know this is different but I am freaked out. Just a couple days ago I was so sad that I am so close to delivering well now I am looking forward to having my DD is my arms so that I can move on. I was able to rest and calm myself down. My BP is still high but at least I am not a crying mess. I will post after the u/s tomorrow and let you guys know what is going on. DH is coming tomorrow so that will be great.