ugh, i am having a seriously hard time with this pregnancy. as we get closer to the due date, my anxiety level is increasing. i am also feeling depressed and am thinking about seeing a counselor for it. this is my second pregnancy. during my first pregnancy, i felt all the hormones stabilized my moods. i actually felt happy for most of it and loved being pregnant. things are not the same this time around. i actually feel like i dread when the baby is born. i know that sounds awful. i had post-partum depression with my first and i am worried this will happen again. i also fear how hard things will be and how much our lives will change.
i feel like this pregnancy is tiring me out and i don't have the energy or desire to really do much of anything. i don't know.
i just sort of want to take a break and go on a little vacation or something but i don't see that happening since we are getting so close now.
does anyone else feel this way?