I don't really know what is wrong with me, this baby is very much planned and very much wanted. Yet I don't feel any where near as excited as I did with DD, despite the fact she was a HUGE eeeer surprise for me at the age of 19.
I had my NT scan yesterday and it was very cool to see baby moving around, I laughed as the tech tried to chase baby around as he/she was moving so much but I didn't 'feel' anything. It was almost like I was watching somebody else's baby on the screen... I went through a brief hormonal stage around 10-12 weeks where I was feeling quite depressed and felt really negative towards the pregnancy, baby and myself. I don't have any kind of history with depression or anything like that, only a bit of baby blues and PMS.
I just don't know what is the matter, I really want this baby and we all do but I just want to start feeling some emotion towards this little one! I am so scared that he/she is going to come out and I will not feel anything towards him/her.
Is/has anyone experienced this before? Is it normal or do I need to talk to somebody about it?
P.S. This is part of why I have been so quiet lately, as well as being busy...Sorry ladies!! I have been lurking and keeping an eye on you all!!