This is my 4th pregnancy and will be my 3rd child. We saw the heartbeat at 6 weeks but I am still so nervous. We have an appointment on wed. I also think I'm having a hard time connecting and realizing that I really am pregnant again. We are excited and talking about the baby, planning, and doing the regular reading but for some reason I feel like I just can't get truly excited. Do you ladies think this is normal? I know reading about all the loss's does not help. While I dont worry about the "what if's" I just keep thinking I don't want to get my hopes up yet. Can anyone relate?