I slept through the night for the first time in a few weeks. I woke up feeling decent and even wanted a cup of coffee, I haven't been able to drink coffee in a few weeks. I took my oldest two kids to their schools, did some housework and went grocery shopping. I still feel decent. Sounds great, right? But nope, I can't enjoy it. I'm too busy worrying that something is wrong with cuatro (baby's nickname), since I feel ok.