I'm starting to get really discouraged...i hate all these evaps. Every time I'm in the 2ww I test like crazy saying I don't care, but then by the end of it...I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY want to be pregnant and am let down.
We have been fortunate that we get pregnant so easily (first try with Eli and 2nd cylce with Charlotte) I guess I've taken that for granted.
I'm also sad that dh was excited for another one...but now he isn't and doesn't want me to be pregnant.
i'm really sad and depressed now.