Last edited by robgem; 04-28-2012 at 08:14 AM.
I know how you feel. After miscarriages, you never look at pregnancy the same way again. I'm not quite as paranoid as I was with DD, since my last miscarriage was 4 1/2 year ago (wow... time flies), but I definitely still check the toilet paper obsessively and I, um, ordered 25 cheap internet tests that should be getting here Tuesday.
Try not to worry too much. It's all out of your control now. Just focus on being the best mom you can be to your baby for as long as you're able. At least, that's what I try to tell myself...
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6w5d on 6/19/07 hb of 107 bpm 10/1/07. Lost at 7w6d
I know how you feel. I'm 6 weeks and still having a really hard time not going and buying more tests. I don't have another appointment for two weeks and I realize that's not really long at all but it does feel like forever. If I had to wait five weeks I'd probably be certifiably insane. Lol. My tests weren't much darker once I got to my 3rd and 4th FRERs. The dye was definitely different in those than in the others that I took though and when I started getting betas I stopped taking hpts. The beta proved that the number was going up appropriately and I knew I'd just freak myself out more if I kept taking them. I'm a terrible worrier. I have felt better since I stopped taking them though. Oh and I've also been obsessively checking toilet paper cause I've been feeling kind of wet...it's been nothing though. You're definitely not alone!
Im still paranoid after I have seen the heartbeat!! I have had 2 m/cs in the past and this one I have bled already, so I am extra nervous! I just try to think positvely and hope for the best!
I'm so sorry! Thoughts and prayers are with you!
Katherine 7/5/02 Olivia 8/2/04 Freddie 5/31/07 Ellie 5/24/11 and Owen Benjamin 10/31/12
so sorry to hear it. I hope that you can find peace in whatever happens.
Oh Gemma. I'm so sorry to be reading this. Sending you lots of thoughts and prayers!