I know I'm going to do it, I'm just a little afraid. I want a girl so bad and I'm afraid I will feel disappointed if I find out it's a boy. I have this intuition that it's a girl and that the two I lost were boys and I was just meant to have a girl, to carry on the family name my mother and grandmother and great-grandmother had. I know I will love my baby no matter what it is, but I hate to be disappointed if the ultrasound shows a boy. I even have a boy's name picked out. But I don't know. So is anyone feeling like this and choosing not to find out til birth? Or choosing to wait for other reasons?