of feeling like things will be easier when this LO is on the other side of my belly!
I know it would be different if DH wasn't in full on harvest mode now, and particularly this week working the night shift. But every day at around 3:30 is when my body starts to shut down and go into preparation mode. I get lots of pressure, and semi-regular ctrx for most of the evening and i just can't cope with anyone or anything!
I have a teenager from the neighborhood who comes to help from 5:30 to around 8pm but most of the time the kids won't let her do bedtime, so it's nice that she's straightening up, but I'm still sitting on their uncomfortable bed, having ctrx, sometimes rocking my 2 yr old, and it's so uncomfortable!!
had my 36 wk appt today. everything's good. we didn't do an internal, but we might do one next week just for curiosity. My feeling is that I've got 2.5 weeks to go, max - but anything can happen... I would just like to be able to handle life again, you know? NB I can handle, weeks of labor - not so much.