Todays finallllly my "first" appointment.
I had blood taken at the lab twice when I found out, but haven't had an actual appointment yet.
Its only an intake with the nurse- but I'm SOOO NERVOUS..
Probably because I still don'thave insurance so I'm worried they're going to be rude, have a huge copay, or basically just a huge bill in general I'm expecting. I still owe 344.00 from my little blood test eek!
I just keep telling myself its worth it- I'd rather have a baby and huge bills then no baby right?!?!
I guess what bugs me most is kevin is NOT WORRIED at all- and keeps talking about things he wants, a boat, a camp trailer, on and on (he's REALLY good with money and never spends unnecessary, so thats whats most irritating) If I even MENTION insurance he doesn't even reply or answer..its really bugging me! Maybe because the bills have my name on them. hahah..
Anyways, I'm sooo scared of needles, so I'm worried for that... and really nervous to run into "people" since this pregnancy is still hush hush.. and just... EEK, worried my numbers will be low...
Did anyone call the office after their intake to ask what their numbers were??
My BFF had her intake, then 4 days later her OB appt, and her number was -1! and nobody told her until the U/S found out there was no heartbeat... so it really stresses me out thinking that they take your blood and check your levels but don't tell you or even warn the doctor what to expect!!!
My OB appt is Tuesday- Reallyyyyy nervous for that one, probably because that one is going to be super $$$$ and even if I do get insurance I dont think it'll backtrack. Oh wellll. I just need to let it go. Once I see that heartbeat I think I'll feel A LOT better and more secure!
I wonder if they weigh you at the intake, It's been so long I cant even remember! I hope not!! hehe