My husband said he went into the appointment excited to see our baby and left terrified finding out there was twins LOL. I think im still in denial. Plus there is so much im scared of. Im so petite I dont know how my body is going to handle carrying twins. Im scared of a csection. More than likely I will go into preterm labor again and I cant even handle the thought of having my babies in the NICU again. Ive had really hard times with my LO's and breastfeeding, I cant even imagine what it will be like with twins. And I feel bad for my LO's. They have no idea what their in for and im scared how their going to handle 2 newborn babies.
Sorry for the vent. I feels good to get it out though LOL.
Michelle & Matt ~ 5/20/06
M/C 6/8/09 ~ 9 weeks, 5 days
Presley Tatum ~ 3/3/08 @ 38 weeks
Deegan Christopher ~ 4/7/10 @ 35 weeks