I lost the baby. Fetal demise officially and it happened recently. They couldnt find the hb today with the doppler so they did an u/s. There was no fluid around the baby and no hb. They arent sure what happened. I felt pressure and like I had to pee a lot Monday night and wonder if I didnt lose the fluid then but she said she thought I would continue to leak fluid for awhile and I didnt seem to. She thinks its more likely that the baby couldnt produce fluid of its own and compressed the cord and died. I am sad, very, very sad. It hasnt really sunk in totally to be honest. I was hoping to have a d&c and be done but I might be too far along for that. My MW was awesome and assured there was nothing I could have done but she cant do the procedure. I have to go meet with an OB tomorrow morning. I may have to have an induction which would suck but it is what it is. I am just so sad to have to write this and hope no one else has too. I hope you all have a very happy and healthy nine months and dont feel you need to turn off siggys.