Hi all!

**Tiffany** · 01-20-2013, 02:22 PM

Well I'm back ttc again so not where I wanted to be. To catch everyone up (and sorry to those who've heard this drab story before) here goes. I'm Tiffany (36) and dh is Mike (35) we have 6 kids here with us (see siggy for ages) and 4 in heaven. Its been a rough past year. We ended up with a (welcomed) surprise pg last Jan and were due in Oct. At 13w6d we lost him probably due to an infection and I had to deliver my tiny Noah last April. It was the most awful thing but we are healing well from his loss now. We ttc for 6 mos after losing him to no avail so I was put on clomid and conceived our 2nd med. cycle and was due the beg. of August. Unfortunately at my 1st appt we found out the baby stopped growing somewhere in the 5th week, I should have been 8 wks then. I've honestly been doing okay with the loss, sad but accepting that there was nothing I could have done. I've been waiting 3 + weeks to m/c naturally since that would be easiest on my body and I want back on clomid and ttc ASAP. I think I finally m/c this weekend and can start fresh again. So it may sound weird but yay for a fresh start! I see my MW on Monday for confirmation. I will start clomid with my next period but can ttc on my own this cycle so we will give it a go.