I know I know... I hear it alllllll the time "She's getting enough milk, don't worry" BUT I CAN'T HELP IT!! AHHHH!!!
I feel like I have no milk anymore... my boobs are completely deflated When I let down while BF'ing the one not being fed off doesn't leak anymore. I don't have to wear nursing pads anymore. Normally if I miss a BF session, by the time I get home, I can tell she needs to eat because my boobs are fuller... for the last week or so that hasn't happened. And on Fri we went to a family wedding 3 hours out of town. I BF'd before we left. She had 3 partial bottles while we were out (she was pretty sick, so I don't think she was interested in food)... but the point is, I went from like 10am Fri to 1am Sat without BFing and I wasn't even engorged in any way shape or form. I was slightly engorged when I got up on Sat at 8am.
I'm soooo upset!! I really really wanted to BF for as long as possible, at the bare I wanted to get to 6 months and I was really really hoping to get to a year. But now I'm totally freaking out that I might not get there. I feel like somehow I've done something wrong for this to be happening... Could I really be running out of milk?!