need to vent..need encouragement
I'm getting frustrated with my pregnancy situation. When I was in the hospital my main concern was the bleeding. I have had zero blood since leaving. I'm getting monitored every two weeks by ultrasound to see the placenta and measure fluid. Placenta has looked good since I left hospital. I don't trust the ultrasound when it comes to fluid. I have had small leaks of fluid but nothing major or constant. I am measuring ahead by 2.5 weeks.. again an unreliable u/s measurement. I don't have a lmp because of my m/c. I don't have an estimate of when I o'd. My due date was calculated by two early u/s that were done for dating purposes.
Bottom line is I'm lost. I want to be careful and make sure placenta is still doing its job because of the small abruption but I'm tired of being poked and prodded and scanned. I also don't want to be talked into anything come near my "due date" because of my fluid level or because baby is big. He is supposedly at over 5 lbs already... I'm frustrated.