I know that right after I post this, everything will go back to normal. That's how it always is. So, that's one reason I have decided to post. Karma, right?
Okay, so my period was due to start today. I had VERY VERY scant light brown discharge on 11/2 and 11/3 only when I wiped. With each of my pregnancies, I have had that...what's it called...implantation bleeding. So my interest has been piqued since then. Yesterday, when I was going pee, I noticed two drops of pink on the toilet (sorry for the tmi) so I figured, okay my period is going to start. Oh, and I woke up on I think it was Thursday morning (early hours) with pretty painful cramping but it only lasted for like 15 minutes and when I woke up again, no cramping and nothing since. Anyway, I put a tampon in through the day yesterday, because I figured I'd be starting my period, and when I took them out they were always dry with just a little brown on them, nothing big. Last night's tampon came out almost completely clean, just a TINY spot of brown on one part. I've been wearing a panty liner all morning and so far nothing, even when I wipe, no sign of anything.
So...wtf?! Now, you all probably remember my post about my husband suddenly deciding he didn't want to have another baby. We have been using the P&P method only. I keep track of when we DTD (just in case we have an "oops") and we DTD on the day before I ovulated and the day I ovulated. I didn't realize it at the time, but yep, no wonder I was so in the mood, lol. I know that when we DTD on the day I ovulated, he pulled out a tad late, but not super late.
Anyway, I'm sure that after I post this, my period will come full force and my quandary will be answered. I don't want to tell anyone I know, so that's why I'm coming here (so anyone that has me on FB, SHH!!!) Even if I am pregnant, I don't plan to disclose that information for a while. So...any thoughts? If I had a test, I'd POAS but I don't. I don't even want to tell DH that I'm scratching my head. I wouldn't even tell him right away if I was pregnant, seriously, I'd just keep that info to myself for a while.
And if my period doesn't come this weekend...and let's say I am pregnant...I drink a trenta Starbucks every day. Could that hurt the baby at this stage? I really, REALLY need that Starbucks to get my day started, and it would be a HUGE sign to hubby if I suddenly didn't want it...I guess what boggles my mind is that I totally felt like my period was coming and now, I simply don't.
Ok I'm done. I have to pee. Maybe there will be blood.