I swear, I don't know what's happening... my clock is going at least 3x as fast as it used to! There is so much going on right now; I just feel like I'm going to have a meltdown - LOL!
I can't believe that Sun is Sophie's birthday party. I can't believe she's going to ONE on Mon. I can't believe that I start back to work on Tues. I can't believe Sophie will start daycare on Tues...
... and the list goes on! I'm trying to so hard to get everything organized but I feel like I'm the only one and I can't do it all! I am beyond broke! I just got my baby bonus yesterday and it's all gone already. I have no more EI/mat leave pay left. I won't get paid from my employer until the middle of Nov. We have nothing bought for her birthday. I have nothing for work (we are to wear black clothing and I have NONE currently). I desperately need a hair cut which won't be happening for over another month... I feel like I'm being pulled in a million directions.
I tried talking to DF about it but it seems like he doesn't understand why I'm so upset. He just keeps saying everything will come together. And that's normally what I say to him; but I don't think it works in this case! I mean, I have what? 4 days to find at least one or two black shirt and a pair of black pants yet I have NO funds to do so. We need to get some kind of snack food for Sophie's bday party for the guests that are coming; yet once again I have no cash to buy any of that. I HATE my hair right now! I thought I'd try to grow it out while on mat leave; but it's not working at all. I look like my hair is eating my head! LOL!! I don't want Sophie to turn 1 yet. I don't want her to go to daycare yet.
Anyways, that's my ridiculous rant... LOL!!