so as you all know I had my Baby shower yesterday, sorry i haven't put up photos yet but i will today, mostly of my growing diaper stash and gifts, my SIL took photos but on her camera she is going to make me a nice photo album and give me a picture Cd.
I was good at not being a wreck, even tho my guest were late, my friend who did the food was late by half hour, and i was starving. It was really hard not to be disappointed because less than half of my invite list showed, and we have soo much left over food, i know over half is going to go in the trash.
I feel sad because you only get to have one first pregnancy, one first baby shower. Dh told me that the important people in our lives were there and that is all that matters.
But even thats not true cus my dad is over the road truck driver, he called me but had no way to be here, all of the extended family I am close to lives on the east coast, I just wish I could pick up and move back to what I call back home.
Please don't get me wrong I love all the wonderful gifts and fun games we played, I just feel like time is slipping away, and there is still so much to do, and not enough help, and the list of feelings goes on.
Pic's added post #6