Sorry I have been kind of MIA lately, but things are lets say complicated. when aren't they.
The best thing that is going on is Dh finally felt baby move for the first time Tuesday night. I am currently getting the butt kicked out of me by this little one, and I am loving every minute of it.
We have been prepping the house for our new floors, but since the weather hasn't been to cooperative we are behind.
maybe tmi/ mini vent
I am going through some rough times with Dh, and I am not sure if it is just the hormones talking or the stress or what have you. I am feeling very unattractive and the longer we go with out having intimate time the worse I feel, and trust me it is not like i haven't tried to initiate things. Before we got pg we had a good sex life but ever since I hit the 2nd tri it seems as if Dh is too comfortable with my pg, as in he rarely even pays me any attention, and i am lucky to get it once a week.
He had the nerve to say the reason why we had so much sex before was because we were ttc, and let me tell you that was not the case before we ttc.
He has pushed me away every time this week and I have tried to talk to him but it is just getting worse. I feel like giving up and not ever trying again because it makes me feel bad and then i cry. All he does is rub my tummy every night. I am feeling neglected and lonely. the last time he told me i have gross back hair. I mean OMG he didn't have to say anything or he could have said " oh honey im sorry your hormones have cause you to get some back hair." that would have been better that calling me gross.
I mean wouldn't you feel like giving up on the person you love if they just kept making you feel horrible about your self.
He says he will try to do better but i have been hearing that for weeks. I don't think i am being demanding, but i can't go on feeling so crappy it can't be good of the baby.
Okay end of min rant.
so yeah i haven't been happy at all this week. and didn't want to rub off on any of you.