I just read a ton of posts and think I am all caught up and it sounds like everyone is well. Sorry I have been MIA but life has been too much lately.
One of our six 4 legged children passed away and one had to find a new home (both dogs)...in the same week. I cried for days. And then this past Saturday the MIL let one of our cats out who has not yet come home. We went from 6 pets to 3 in less than 2 months. I am heartbroken.
We bought a new house and moved within 4 days of closing and had not even packed yet. All the parents "helped" and that was a disaster. I do not want to bore you with the details but I do not wish it on anyone.
8 days after moving was the shower and while beautiful it caused me so much stress b/c of all the drama. My sister cried at the shower b/c I was getting all the attention and did not spend enough time with her. MIL bought almost everything on the registry making the step-mom and mom feel bad. FIL crashed the party. BF got kicked off the "committee" by the MIL and SM.
We are hemorrhaging money and I am freaking out about it.
My favorite MW left the practice.
My mom says that she will not come to the hospital if my dad is there...they have been divorced for 36 years...get over it.
I have bacterial vaginosis so bad and I am so swollen that the lady part skin is splitting and itches like crazy and is raw. I also have a yeast infection. They have me on a 14 day antibiotic course and 14 day yeast infection meds.
My poor DH has probably only had sex 3 times in 6 months and I have no desire and obviously am in too much pain to anyway.
My BIL & SIL live in Omaha, NE where there is a nuclear disaster and so we are worried about them. And why is this not on the news anywhere?? It has been going on since 6/6.
I just want this to be over (I do not want her to come early, I just want to skip ahead and be done) so that I can find a new normal and get back to life without the overwhelming feeling of wanting to kill everyone that comes within 10 feet of me.
Thanks so much for reading and understanding my absence and I hope that I can jump right back in since life should calm down (until she arrives)