so this is my 3rd week back to work. The good news is i did not have a mental break down when leaving my baby girl the first few days. YAY! i did cry a bit and had to force myself to walk out the door. Luckily, my first day back she was home with DH. So here i am, sad as can be. i can barely focus on my job cause all i can do is think about her and stare at her pictures that are on my computer. (i have about 50 of them LOL). i do NOT want to be here! While i know i need the paycheck, i feel like i am wasting my time here. i twiddle my thumb quite often while here, which doesnt help at all. i am bored, which leads to more day dreaming about being at home taking care of Kendra. i hate this! If i win Zillions in the lottery i will share my winning to all my working mommy friends. :).
Ok, rant over. Back to work