Does the guilty feeling ever go away???
K is the more fussy baby (although she has gotten a little better over the past month ie not so demanding, needing to be held etc), so I find I am spending more time with her to keep her happy. Brad never seemed to mind because he is easier going and is content to just lay on his belly and watch the world around (with his Sophie near by!). But I have noticed lately that he is becoming more aware of my time with Kaylee and it hurts my heart because I feel like he is hurt because he is not the one being held. I feel so quilty. I dont want him to feel left out. And will it get worse when he is older and wanting my attention as well? How do you divide your attention between the two equally or is that even possible? I think I feel so quilty because Brad is so easy and I feel like he is missing out.