but DD1 is driving me crazy. I swear she is harder to look after then both babies. I love her to death she is my angel and I am lucky to have her, but her attitude is through the roof right now. She is doing things that she knows are bad to get attentuion from me. And I try to give her all the attention I can but I also feel like I need to keep the house, cook etc because my husband is working crazy hrs right now and I know he appreciates coming home to a clean house and home cooked meal. Is it wrong to be excited when DD1 has school or its nap time because I know I'll get a break? And she wants to be constantly on me. If its not a baby on me, it her. I feel like I have absolutely no person space anymore because there is always a kid in it. Please don't get me wrong, I love her so much I'm just feeling overwhlemed. How you women with more then one older sibling do it, I'll never understand. sorry I just needed to get this out hoping there was someone else who felt the same.