Again sorry I've been MIA lately. I've been popping in and lurking but just have not been shooting much at all lately and just in a funk. About 2-3 months ago, we had what the Dr. says was a chemical pregnancy (we've been trying for #2 for about 16 months now) so I feel off the mental cliff for a little while. We finally decided to go meet with an RE to get the actual ball rolling. Long story short, we started our first IUI cycle this month and I had my trigger and IUI this past weekend. I am in all kinds of O pain yesterday and today but hopefully that means all good things!
In the middle of all of my being sad, we booked our first Disney trip! yahoo!!!! BUT if this cycle takes, I'll be 6 months preggo by then, so I'm thinking it will probably have to be postponed. It is working as a "life isn't so bad either way" outlook for me. If this works, then yay we're pregnant, we have to cancel Disney because we're pregnant!!!! And if it doesn't then we still get to go to Disney. Probably sounds dumb, but it is keeping me level.
Missed you all! I'll try to be a little more present now.
(((HUGS))) So sorry to hear about your loss. I can't even imagine. I will be praying for you to have a very healthy nine months! W have missed you around here! Let's see some new ones of Mr. Cooper!
Sadie- mommy to Ruthie & Randy
I know, I am so behind! I keep waiting for the "right" day to go take his official 3 year pics and I just need to go do it!!! My mom is going to be here next week, maybe I can rope her into being my assistant!! Thanks for the prayers Sadie-I'll take all I can get!!!
((hugs)) and sorry for your loss. We've had two losses in the past year and now they are thinking I have fertility issues so I've been battling with my own mental cliff here too.
I hope the IUI does the trick and you are soon having to cancel that Disney trip
It's understandable that you have been MIA, real life first.
Sorry to hear about your loss. Hope the IUI works out.
* Amanda *
Jill!!! I'm so happy to see an update from you. I knew you were trying again, but I had no idea about the chemical. I'm so sorry to hear about that. I'm sure that you'll get some great help from your RE. Good luck to you! I can't wait to see a "mini Cooper" LOL!
I hope you stick around, and continue to post. Photography can be such a release for me, and I hope it can be for you!
I am sorry to hear of your loss.
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So sorry to hear of your loss! We will pray for good things as you move forward with the help you're getting.
Married Anthony April 2, 2005
Nora born Feb. 14th, 2007
Micah born Jan. 20, 2009
(((HUGS))) and prayers from me too. It's good to see a check in from you. I hope when your mom comes you can get the 3 year old shots you've been hoping to get.
Hang in there and post when you can.