I hope everyone is doing well and Congrats on the new babies!!
Whoever said taking care 2 lil ones 20 months a part ain't hard is lying big time!! Oh my gosh these kids keep me going and going. I closed my Daycare for almost six months cause I needed a break. I just started enrolling again and finally have three families enrolled and a couple of drop ins. The DH and I went through a very ruff patch after my DD was born I mean close to splitting up ruff patch. After finally reconnecting and making time for us, we have fallen in Love with each other all over again(Thank God).
I have been doing natural family planning as our birth control and it was going well until the 4th of this month. It was suppose to be 2 days after I ovulated the DH and I DTD without a condom and now I believe I am knocked up again!!AF was suppose to come on the 18th. Somebody shoot me now!!! I feel horrible, my DH trusted me to make sure we didn't get pg again and I screwed up. I just cant have another one right now!! I cant I just got my business back up!! I just got my kids on a schedule!! We are renting!! We need a bigger car!! Did I mention I cant!! I don't want to go through the all day sickness again!! It's so my fault!! For me abortion is not an option!! I was careless and should have known better!!
Now.. The Hella hard part!! TELLING MY HUSBAND!! I can't!! I'm actually scared!! He has know idea. He doesn't want anymore kids. WTF am I gonna do?!! I just wanna crawl in a hole and hide!! HELP!!
So I went to the Dr. today and I am definitely preggers, a little over 6 weeks. I told the DH as well and he is in total shock and not happy right now. I'm thinking about adoption but I don't know if its bc I'm in shock are what. The round ligament pains kind of sealed the deal. Not as sick as I was with my other ones so that kind of worries me. Ladies I'm so not ready for the worries of pregnancy again so soon, I'm such a worry bug. Sheesh.. I'm in shock!!
Any of you Ladies were really sick a pregnancies and not so much with another?