Hubby is deploying
Going to stay with my mom for a month up in Nebraska to get *some* help with Andrew and to get away while I 'adjust' to my feelings.
I've unfortunately picked up smoking again. Not much, 1-2 a day, but I'm still so disappointed in myself. I wont be smoking in Nebraska, but I have a feeling that when I get back home (alone), I'll probably have one to round out my day. Just dealing this last week alone with Andrew drove me to massive depression (not helped by my Reglan prescription for milk which causes crazy depression). My plans are when I"m back in Florida that I will have LOTS of play dates with my BFF and go see my family friends (an hour away) a bit more often as well. I figure the less time I"m at home to sulk, the better.
But, the positive is that even though Rob is deploying, he will be back with the main force, so he wont be gone very long comparatively speaking. Sometime in September is what we're told. His conditions terrify me though. He says he will be living in a tent and his "office" is a plywood shelter. Please keep him in your prayers/thoughts during this deployment.