Savannah is supposed to be two months old today. In some ways it feels like everything happened a life time ago and in other ways it feels as if it was just yesterday. I'm waiting to find out when its supposed to get easier... people say it does in time. I think it still sucks just as much as the day she went to heaven. The tears are less... but the thoughts arent any easier.
I'm so sorry every one of you has had to experience this. It sucks.
Sweetie, it does get easier. It just takes time and i know you've heard that before, but that's because it's true.
It's been over 13 months since we lost Zane and i still miss him just as much every single day, but somehow I have acclimatised (sp?) to that and it is easier to cope with. Don't get me wrong, i still have my moments, but i am used to it now. This grief is a part of me, and one that i can control iykwim?
I am so sorry you are feeling bad. I lost Rebecca in June and it has finally gotten alittle easier to deal with. Don't get me wrong her due date was for Dec 3 and I am feeling really low right now but I know its because of the due date.
It does suck that we have had to go through this but it does get easier. Time heals but it doesn't fix.
Unfortunately we all understand the feelings you are describing. There will better moments and there will not so better moments. It is a long and hard journey and unfortunately there is no choice for any of us but to travel the road that we are on. I just wanted to let you know that there is another "cyber shoulder" for you to lean on here. (((HUGS)))