Janel, I am so incredibly sorry for not responding sooner. *sigh* I'm having a hard time believing that it has been two years already. I am so grateful still that you allowed us to follow in your journey with Joseph.
As for the twos... it always surprises me what can trigger emotions (for me personally.) I love how you shared the symbolism behind the "Crescent Moon". I was not aware of that but what a beautiful tribute and way to continue to include him in your life!
I know you recognize that you will continue to mourn your sweet son. I wish that there was a way that we could say that we could erase the pain, but I know that if we had that sort of power certainly we would not be here in the first place. What does bring comfort for me in my own journeys is finding those ways (however small) that do allow me to remember -- such as you did with selecting that name to treasure. In that way I am able to continue to keep them "living" within me.
((((((HUGS)))))) Thank you for sharing. Please do keep posting when you can.
I know exactly what you are going through. Going through these triggers is like going through the event all over again. Please know that i will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I am very sorry for your loss and everyone's loss here.