4 weeks ago we lost our baby at 11weeks 3 days. I figured I should finally introduce myself. I have been avoiding pg.org ever since...but I have been slowly coming back and lurking some. My name is Jenn and my DH is Bryan. We've been married for nearly 4 years and had been TTC for nearly 2 years. It was such a struggle to get pg that it made it all the more difficult when we lost our little one.
Unfortunately we had some very bad news at my 11 week u/s a few weeks ago. Which came as a complete shock because when I had an u/s in the ER at 9w 5d we saw a very healthy bean kicking and moving around. But at my scheduled u/s just a week and a half later we were told that the baby's heart had stopped beating at 10w. I was devastated and in a total state of disbelief!! It was awful and the most painful experience of my life...I eventually m/c'd at 11w 3d. I am thankful the Dr was nice enough to give us a couple u/s pics when I asked to remember our little angel, Sawyer. I am making a memory box to keep the pictures in.
I am doing much better now. Everyday gets a little easier. I've been back to the Dr a couple times and he is optimistic everything will be ok soon. I have to get some bloodwork this week and again in a couple weeks. And if all is well with that it'll be back to metformin and clomid sometime in the next few months. Wish us luck. We had great success with the first round of clomid after 8 months of metformin, so I am hoping it'll happen quickly the the next time we try too. I know I'll be terrified when we try again but its something I want more than anything.