a little background first. I found out we were pregnant last year in November. We started house hunting and bought a new home in January. The owners wanted a May 1st closing , which seemed perfect for my July due date. Unfortunately, we lost our daughter, Lucy in February.
Last week we finally moved into our new house and as much as I love it, it has been incredibly bittersweet. The previous owners had a baby, so there is a nursery and we moved the boxes of stuff we'd already bought for Lucy. Everything reminds me of the plans we had and I've really had to face alot of the pain I'd been pushing aside. A good thing, but exhausting and a little sad.
I wonder how everyone here deals with these reminders. I've decided to keep the nursery as it is (we are TTC again). For me, it's a symbol of hope and a way of honoring those dreams we had. Does that seem crazy?