Another month.... vent (xp)

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Another month.... vent (xp)

The EDD for my last little angel is Nov. 12 and I had hoped that by some miracle I'd be pregnant by then. I just don't understand this torture I'm having to go through. I'm doing everything right, been taking prenatals for a year, careful with what I put in my body, and yet I have nothing/noone to show for it. It has consumed me for the last 18 months and I'm just exhausted. I just can't do this anymore.

Maybe it's time for a break....

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Joined: 04/13/07
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I can understand how you are feeling. November 8th was when my third lil angel was supposed to be born. Parts of me aches to have been pregnant and out of the first trimester, because i think it wouldve made the day easier for me. I feel like maybe God doesnt think i deserve a child. I feel like i have made progress emotionally inthe past few months since we lost our lil one, but then my childs edd is fastly approaching and is knocking me back 10 more steps. I pray and hope that each of us will soon make it to where we will each have a crying, healtyhappy baby in our arms.

Joined: 03/16/15
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I am sorry for your loss.

I don't think that God doesn't think you deserve a child, because so many that truly do not deserve a child/ children do have them, and I don't know why you haven't gotten pg yet, but I hope that one day you will get a BFP, a healthy pg and then a beautiful healthy baby.

Until then come here to share with people who understand and can give you big hugs :bigarmhug:

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Joined: 01/13/07
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I am so very sorry for your loss. Maybe it is time to take a break. Give yourself a chance to just be you. Sometimes when we focus on something solely, it becomes that much harder to achieve. I wish you peace. Shelly

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Joined: 08/09/05
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I am so sorry for your loss, and sorry that your TTC journey is longer than you anticipated. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers and hope that you will get your BFP very soon, followed by a very sticky bean. :comfort:

Joined: 03/16/15
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I am so sorry for you loss. I have decided to wait at least until after my EDD to try. I wanted to give my mind, body and soul a chance at peace. I don't think you should give up I think you should relax and not be so consumed with the thought of getting pregnant, I know easier said then done. My baby was through IVF so I know what it is like not being able to get pregnant the natural way and the months scroll by. I am sorry your journey is not going how you planned. Come here and vent anytime. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Robin

Joined: 09/18/07
Posts: 371

I'm so sorry that ttc has been so challenging. I hope the next week goes smoothly for you. My daughter's EDD is tomorrow and that is difficult enough. I can only imagine how you are feeling when you were hoping to be pg by now.

I will be thinking of you this week. Like Robin said just try to relax and hopefully baby dust will find you. I imagine it is easier said then done.

Take Care
Antionette