Two months since Alana died. Two months too many.
I feel so lost. So alone. I really miss DH. I really miss my babies.
Sometimes I hate my life... sometimes I want to give up. At least today isn't one of those days, yet.
You guys are the best... always listening and understanding. Its far too often that we have no one to lean on IRL. Sometimes I feel guilty for leaning on DH too much, he needs to feel sad and grieve too. I'm really glad you guys are here... that we all have each other.
I don't know what we did before internet.