Is it normal for me to be upset when one of my friends ends up pregnant? I am happy for them honest, but i also feel jealous and have a hard time saying congrats because i am mad that i lost a baby. I honestly cant stand to hear about one of my other real life friends pregnancy- she called me while i was in the hospital and after saying im sorry and what not, she preceeds to say "Noah is kicking so hard" She is 8 months along.. That really pissed me off. Now i am avoiding her like the plague. It seemed like she had no courtesy. Why didnt she think about what i was going through, like i wanted to hear about her pregnancy when i just lost the baby. GRR! I guess this is just a rambling of nonsense. I just cant figure out why the 4th pregnancy after 3 healthy children didnt stick.
Thanks for listening girls!