i went back to work today. i lasted 1/2 day...i was busy all morning but as things started to slow down my mind just couldn't handle it anymore and i had to get out of there. i cried the whole way home. my poor husband keeps asking me what's wrong and i just want to scream. i know he is suffering too, but it's so different for us because we go through the physical changes as well as emotional and it's SO different! i just want to be alone and he thinks i'm just being a clam...i just need my down time. and to make matters worse, i found out a close coworker of mine is pg and due about 2 weeks after i would've been and another co-worker told me today she's having a girl (she didn't know i was pg), which i've always wanted...everyone i look there seems to be a baby...My hubby keeps asking what i need...i just need my baby back! AGH!