Well today has been a very hard day!! We lost the baby in may but we thought we had gotten pregnant again before AF came back but unfortunately we didnt! AF started today and it was soo hard! It was like 2 disappointments....1) we are not pg now 2) our first loss is final! It was so hard to see the bleeding it brought everything back! Im so upset! Also we would have been able to find out next week what we were having! Man I have just had such a rough day! I feel like such a failure! Not to mention I kept telling DH that I just knew I was pg again soo guess what I get to let him down AGAIN!! I really didnt think getting my first period back would be this hard!! Please if its your thing please say a prayer for me! I need it more than ever!