I just wanted to again thank all of you wonderful ladies for the love, strength, and support that you give me. I wanted to send out hugs to all of you at this time of year. I know that I am finding each day harder than the one before. I am just hoping that this falls into that "firsts" category and will get a little easier with each passing year. I know that I am truly blessed to have my wonderful husband and the living children that I have. I have an amazing job and am able to provide for my family. I just have a very hard time feeling thankful for what I do have right now. I am feeling robbed and betrayed and beaten right now. I just cry and cry all the time. Oh man, I did not want this thread to go this way. I just wanted to say thank you to all of you amazing women. You are all truly my lifeline in the midst of this sea of pain and the unknown.
Shelly, you are just wonderful. Sometimes I feel like I've known you forever. And I know I would have lost it a long time ago if it weren't for this board and the women here. I too am hoping this falls under the firsts and it will get easier.
Shelly you are a fantastic women. I don't know what I would have done without this site. All of you deserve medals for being so open and warm even through your own horrible times. Thanks for everything.