I hope that you will not mind my participation here for a bit along with some of our other hosts from throughout the site. Unfortunately, loss is something that I, too, am familiar with along with my fellow Admin team members. While my husband and I had to accept this as a part of our parenting journey, trust that I do fully understand the extreme pain and suffering that it can entail.
Since "loss" has been a big part of our lives we have compiled a variety of articles and resources onsite.. You can access these within our Grief & Loss Section. I deeply regret that a single one of you have found your way to this board, but I have to tell you -- for my own journey, this group was a tremendous source of healing.
(((((HUGS)))))))) Please know it is our hope that you may find the same.