Just want to say hello to you all. I have been reading this site for a long time. I never joined because I didn't want to jinx myself again. That sounds horrible, but I hope you know what I mean. I feel like I know you all. You are all friends of mine, we all have somthing in common.
Let me introduce myself. My name is Erin, married to a wonderful man named John for 14 years. Mother of Noah-12, Thea-11, McKenna-7, Olivia-5 and our BIG surprise Jonah-11mo. I know you are probably thinking that I amon the wrong board, but, I am not. I am also the very proud mother to Quinn Thomas who passed away on Feb. 26, 2001, due to a cord accident, and Elliot Matthew who passed for unknown reasons on May 5, 2005.
I just want to say how brave you all are. It still hurts, even today. I think for me the what might have been is the hardest. I know that not all of you are religious, but I want to pass on somthing someone told me at my darkest time in 2001. Doesn't Heaven seem so much closer now that youv'e made such a precious deposit.
I wish I would have had this place during my first loss. I felt so alone. We all know that our significant others grieve in a totally different way. I can't wait to get to know you all more.