I have had a couple of good weeks, yeah I think of my daughter and what I lost but I don't cry or sob over her death then this morning I woke up with this overwhelming thought of something missing and I realized it is her. I started to sob in my husbands arms and asking him when I will feel normal again. I know I won't feel the same as before I was pregnant but I don't want the sadness all the time. I want to move forward with whatever my life is now suppose to be. I guess some of this has to do with the my moms birthday which is Nov 14th, she died when I was 12 and I still want her around. I don't know I was doing so well now I am sad again. It could also be the holidays or maybe this is normal. I just wanted to vent and share my thoughts.
Thanks for listening