Anyone else thinking of not trying again? I have one DD, and DH really wants two children, but he obviously has no idea what I have been through to give him the four babies we have had. I don't want to go through it all again, and, quite honestly, I pretty happy with the child we already have.
DH's brother just had a baby and DH is wanting to go over there all the time. The whole family is fawning over this new child and it just makes me so sad not to have my children with me.
I just would like to make a firm decision to not try again so I can move on with my life and stop being stuck in this 'uncertainty zone'. You know, is it going to happen? When will it happen? What will happen? I'm so sick of it all. My life would be so much better without it. But will I regret it later? Or will I always feel that I made the best decision for me?
I was going to give it another go just for DH, but with him being such an insensitive butthole over his brother's new baby, I'm feeling like I should tell him to shove-it and take care of my own feelings. He obviously has no understanding of what I've been through.