I feel like I am bothering you ladies. I am very depressed today and can not stop crying. I know it is probably hormones, AF is due in 5 days, but that doesn't make my feelings any less real. I don't want to eat, I cry all the time, and I think I am beginning to frustarate my husband with all of it.
Don't get me wrong he is fantastic but I have so much guilt that I am not the same person I was before my loss. I have no interest in sex or anything fun. I am on meds and I am in therapy and they help, but I still have the guilt.
Some days I am just fine then out of the blue I have guilt and then it snowballs into missing my baby girl and my parents. I feel so alone in all of this. I hate the fact that I can't just suck it up and go back to work and be happy.
Thanks for listening