devastated I am back M/C

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devastated I am back M/C

Well I thought everything was going to be alright this time. My first beta was 722 then this morning it was 2000. At 1 pm today I started to bleed heavy. I left work crying and the clinic (IVF) wanted to see me. They did an ultrasound and we saw nothing but the blood flow in the uterine cavity. They said I was in the mist of a natural miscarriage. I feel numb and just cry. This is not my first loss but reminds me of the life we lost before. This was suppose to be our last chance for a baby. Finacally we can not afford another round of IVF. I have been on this rollercoaster of emotions before and I hate it!!! Why can't we have children? Is it ever going to be our turn.
Thanks for listening.

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I'm so sorry!

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Oh Robin. I am so very very sorry hon. My heart just aches for you. This is so unfair. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Sad

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:bigarmhug: Thinking of you.

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I love you my friend/sister. I'm here for you always, whenever you are ready.

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I am so very sorry that you lost your baby Robin Sad

I hope you don't mind me asking?? But, did you transfer more then one embryo?? If so, there is a chance that you had more then one lo..this would explain the bleeding..

Will your doc do a follow up beta check?? Ultrasound? Just to be sure that there isn't still a lo in there?

I hope and pray that I am right..My heart just breaks for you Sad


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Oh honey, I am sorry. I wish I could say something to help ease your pain.

Are they going to do another u/s?

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I know exactly how you feel. This is my second loss and I just don't understand. I'm be a great mom. My hubby would be a great dad. everyone we know says so and we want a baby so bad. It's just not fair. I don't know if I can go through this a third time. I don't if it's worth trying again. I'm so mad at the world right now.