I just wanted to say how sorry I am for your losses :comfort:
I read your story on lisann's thread...My heart just broke for you..
As you already know. This board is full of wonderful caring women, who have lost their precious babies..
My name is Marie. I am suffering from unexplained infertility. I have had 9 babies pass on to be with the Lord.
I am 42 yrs old...soon to be 43 this October. I am currently pregnant with number 10 (7wks) ....All seems to be going well so far....Problem is, this has happened before...Whenever I get to a second ultrasound, I find that my baby has passed on ..
As heart breaking as it is, to continually fall pregnant, and lose my babies. I have decided that as long as the Lord allows me to get pregnant, I will continue to ttc...to have hope...And to be open to other options the Lord may put in front of me, to be a mother to a child.
If this preg fails?? I will be devastated....But as I have said many times, late into the night..while in my bed, through my grief/tears/despair/anger...*The Lord giveth, and the Lord taketh away, blessed be the name of the Lord*...Not an easy thing to say, when one losses their babies continually....That said.... I trust Him...Even though none of this makes sense to me.
If only I could reach out, and touch His robe, I know I would be healed...I think about this often..
I am so sorry you have a need to be here...But so very happy you have found us. We are all here for you....To help you anyway we can...This extends to your marriage if you think it would help?