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    I just wanted to say how sorry I am for your losses

    I read your story on lisann's thread...My heart just broke for you..

    As you already know. This board is full of wonderful caring women, who have lost their precious babies..

    My name is Marie. I am suffering from unexplained infertility. I have had 9 babies pass on to be with the Lord.

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    I am 42 yrs old...soon to be 43 this October. I am currently pregnant with number 10 (7wks) ....All seems to be going well so far....Problem is, this has happened before...Whenever I get to a second ultrasound, I find that my baby has passed on ..

    As heart breaking as it is, to continually fall pregnant, and lose my babies. I have decided that as long as the Lord allows me to get pregnant, I will continue to ttc...to have hope...And to be open to other options the Lord may put in front of me, to be a mother to a child.

    If this preg fails?? I will be devastated....But as I have said many times, late into the night..while in my bed, through my grief/tears/despair/anger...*The Lord giveth, and the Lord taketh away, blessed be the name of the Lord*...Not an easy thing to say, when one losses their babies continually....That said.... I trust Him...Even though none of this makes sense to me.

    If only I could reach out, and touch His robe, I know I would be healed...I think about this often..

    I am so sorry you have a need to be here...But so very happy you have found us. We are all here for you....To help you anyway we can...This extends to your marriage if you think it would help?



    Marie

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    It means a lot that you, having suffered by a number that I believe to be of unimaginable loss can log on here and be so kind to others. It is a woman like you who makes me feel guilty for hurting.

    I do not know what I would do if I were to suffer this 9 times. I believe in all honesty that I would be in the insane asylum or that I would at that point lay down and die from sadness and pain as I had explained in a previous post.

    You give me hope. You give me strength and you give me an uncontrollable feeling of love and warmth.

    You are a strong and wonderful person and I pray with all of my being that you will have this child. You truly deserve the happiness.

    Thank You,
    Libby

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    Libby,

    I have been away from the boards for a couple of days, so I just wanted to stop by here & give you

    I am off to find your post right now that Marie talked about.

    Diane


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    Quote Originally Posted by esell
    It means a lot that you, having suffered by a number that I believe to be of unimaginable loss can log on here and be so kind to others. It is a woman like you who makes me feel guilty for hurting.

    I do not know what I would do if I were to suffer this 9 times. I believe in all honesty that I would be in the insane asylum or that I would at that point lay down and die from sadness and pain as I had explained in a previous post.

    You give me hope. You give me strength and you give me an uncontrollable feeling of love and warmth.

    You are a strong and wonderful person and I pray with all of my being that you will have this child. You truly deserve the happiness.

    Thank You,
    Libby
    Libby,

    When precious life has been lost...Whether it be 1 baby..9...15...never feel guilty about your suffering, due to possibly feeling that someone may have been through more

    Regardless of any of our circumstances...We have all been through unimaginable pain, that I wish no one would ever have to experience

    Though many of the women on this board may/will have a different loss experience. We will all be traveling the same road in the healing process.

    I also wanted to thank you for your kind words. In lisann's post, I briefly touched on how I have felt the same at times as she has...How I have asked God those same questions at times. Wondering, where is He in all of this??

    There are moments, when I think about all I have been through..all my babies passing on (which is very hard for me to do...think about all 9 at once....I usually visit my losses one, or a few at a time) And then I am reminded...that it is God's grace that has sustained me...no other explanation...He is there..He is with me..and He will continue to be with me, even if my current pregnancy fails..

    Be strong Libby...hold onto hope...We may not know what form it will come in. But there is joy ahead for us all....We will be mommies somehow...

    You and dh? I know your marriage is suffering terribly..I think every woman on this board would more then likely have a story to tell, of difficulties with their dh/so on some level due to their loss/es...

    So again, anytime you need to talk, post away...Or, feel free to pm me.

    Marie

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