I finally had my post D&E appt. today. Thank God, because I thought it would never get here. It was an emotionally exhausting day, but it is OVER!!! Everything looked good, empty, if you will. I got an u/s pic as well. Also a script for some Zanex (sp?) so hopefully I can get some sleep and stop clenching my jaw round the clock It's just a week supply, so if I want more I have to go back. I told him I just needed two good nights and I could be better, so hopefully I don't even have to keep that appt.
My Dr. was wonderful, as usual. My appt wasn't even until tomorrow, and I just showed today insisting upon seeing HIM and no one else. I told them I was willing to wait all day if that is what it took because I just wanted this over today. He has been an angel in disguise through this whole thing, and if one more person in his office said my new bleeding was a period I was going to scream. The were VERY nice to me and hopefully tomorrow is a better day, and the start of a new journey in our lives.
Good for you for demanding the attention that you deserve. Thank goodness there are still good doctors out there. I am glad to hear that things are going better. I hope that you have a peaceful healing.
Im so sorry, I can completely understand the need to have closure on everything before you can move on. How can we heal until we know everything is ok. I think you are entirely right in what you did. I also am so pleased that you have a good doctor who is able to offer you the support you need at the moment. That can help to make all the difference.
I really really hope you manage to get some sleep. I find I can just sit staring in to space, and literally a good couple of hours can pass before I realise im doing it. I hope the tablets work, and that you finally get a little bit of a release from all you have been through.
I am so sorry for your loss. BUt i am so glad you have an understanding Dr. I find him to be a gem, that he takes time for his patients. I am so glad that you are trying to give yourself time for closure. I pray that the sleeping aids help you get the needed rest. I will remember you in my prayers. And remeber you can come here as often as you feel the need even if it is two years later, because you are having a "flashback" TMI not a good choice of words but i couldnt think of anything else. THere will definately be an ear tolisten and a heart to feel.